127. Where are you?

Hej.
97 dzien bez Ciebie.
40 dzien bez Adama.

Bylam dzis na spacerze. Najpierw bylam z Mariola na spacerze, a pozniej u niej na herbatce. Musialam sie komus wygadac, a nikt inny nie mial dla mnie czasu. Pozniej udalam sie do parku. Bylo dzisiaj zimno a ja w dodatku bez czapki, wiec pewnie mi sie od Ciebie oberwie jak bede chora, co nie? Bylam w parku od 16.45-50 do prawie 20. Bylo zimno, ale nie zwracalam na to uwagi. Napisalam za to piosenke. "Where are you". Byly momenty, ze nawet nie moglam utrzymac cienkopisu w rece, ale udalo mi sie. Oto tekst :

"Where are you?"

Can you catch me in fire?
Can you save me before I drown?
Can you be my desire?
Can you save my soul?

I believe that you could
But now you are gone
You left me so fast
Now I'm here all alone

Can you tell me where are you?
You should be with me
We shoul be together
It is our destiny.
Can you tell me where are you?
Can I go to you?
Tell me I could.
I would to do.

Can you catch me in fire?
Can you save me before I fall?
Can you be my desire?
Can you save my soul?

Show me your world.
Share with me your feelings.
Show me all your life.
'Cause all that I want now
I want to go to you.
Tell me that I could.

Tell me where are you?
What do you do?
I know that you know me.
I want to know you too.

Can you catch me in fire?
Can you save me before I drown?
Can you be my desire?
Can you save my soul?

Can you tell me where are you?
Where did you sleep last night?
Can you tell me what do you do?
What did you think when you leave me?
Did you lost your mind?

You left me.
All alone.
Here.
Alone.
With this fucking crazy live!
I should hate you.
Why I can't?

Can you tell me where are you?
Why did you leave me all alone here?

Can you catch me in fire?
Can you save me before I drown?
Can you be my desire?
Can you save my soul?

Can you tell me where are you?
Where are you now?
Now I just need you
To be so close to me.
Can you tell me where are you?
When I need you the most?

Can you catch me in fire?
Can you save me before I drown?
Can you be my desire?
Can you save my soul?
Can you come back home?

Nie jestem do konca pewna do kogo to jest. Moze do Ciebie i Adama? Moze i do Mateusza rowniez? Sadze, ze do kazdego z Was jest tu jakis kawalek. Moze i dla kogos jeszcze rowniez. Jestem dumna z tej piosenki. Napiasalam ja z wlasna wymyslona melodia przez przypadek. Ide alejka i nagle zaczynam od "Can you catch me in fire?" z gotowa juz melodia, ktora na pewno nie jest sciagnieta z zadnego innego kawalka. Nie siedzialam caly czas z zeszytem. Chodzilam po parku i jak cos mi wpadlo do glowy - zapisywalam. Podobalo mi sie to. Nawet ciemnosc nie byla taka straszna :)
Koncze juz. Chce sie dzis wyspac. Mialam dosc nieciekawa noc dzisiaj..
Dobrej nocy.
Tesknie za Toba ;*